Its been awhile

Hey World,

Its been awhile since I written in this electronic journal lol but so much has happened since my latest blog...Music videos...colaborations...dance...new job (finally)...Just been doing me...Lately though..Ive been a little ....off if you would say ...I dont know world it just feels like Im in the same spot that I was in two years ago, and though I have accomplished many a things this summer..I still feel like I havent accomplished anything at all ....this feeling is bothering me a lil bit because I know I should be HAPPY right now ..but...Im not ....Crazy huh?? As I look into my world ..I look at my friends....The best friends to have in the world...young ..black ..successful ...I look at my new job ..tho it's not the job I would LOVE to have the fact is im making MORE money so i can handle alot MORE things ...No more asking parents for money (welll lmao unless I really need it) ....I think I can finally manage to handle myself feel me?...But yet its something thats just bothering me ...My Entertaining life ...I feel like its passing me by .....im fighting more and more for my inspiration..Like I just seen the VMA's and something on the inside is bothering me because I feel like I should be up there...but i dont have a desire to dance anymore ...and I dont want the life of an artist...so its like....the things that once pleased me doesnt please me anymore lol...crazy right? Or maybe its because I alone...I feel alone...how is it that ...Im surrounded by friends and I feel alone??Its like lately every night ive been having this on my mind...and Ive been need comfort from God ALOT to get me to sleep..Ive been calling on the spirit alot....C things like this bother me ...I think thats why nowadays Ive been hitting that bottle a lil bit harder....I just dont feel like myself..and i honestly do NOT know where Im going with this thing called life ...I need a serious reality check ....I need my Mojo back ...

May 25..

And so....
I can tell u that Im extremely happy right now...why?? Because I booked a VIDEO!!!! a music video ...WOW ..I did it again..well wait...I had help tho....the Distinguished Gentlemen ...DSG...right..like...where did that come from?? It came from thinking on your toes! Myself and two friends of mines were at this audition that our agency got us (shout out AGS Agency), and when we checked out the scene it pretty much looked like dance crews were getting picked more than individual dancers...now...AS you already know..I have a crew already (shouts to PDP)..but no one couldnt make it but my Fellow Director...so we thought we were S>O>L...but it dawned to us..Didnt we just do choreography for a music video I shot on the 25 of last month?? Lol DUH..so we was like...hmmm...maybe we should do that...and then the "well what do we call ourselves?" question came up and ...I was thinking it was only three of us so....were Distinguished Gentlemen....and BOOM it happen..we went in there and surprisingly the Director went crazy when we performed...it surprised us..and then..yes...I cried...they wanted us back..it was ALOT of good people at the shoot 2!! There was Jungle Boogie there....Royal Flush... ATL Bomb Squad... the AGS stiletto crew appeared ...so I was feeling a little intimidate..but...they liked us...Im telling u world it has been such a journey for me...and as tired as I was ..I aint give up..I was almost there....I swear..thats why I cried ...Like...omg I think I wouldnt believe it until im actually there on set again...Like the 25...but only this time...WE ARE GETTING PAID...what who where?? Ok..maybe ima sneak a picture with one of the artist..hes kinda cute....lmao...but non the less...I will be professional about it....Ok im sleepy...tho im prolly going to cry...again...I made it...IM IN A FUCKING VIDEO....LA here I come!!! lol

Where I Am Right Now

Whats going on guys...

Well what can I say...Ive been busy! Lol last time I wrote in this blog it was almost a year ago, and so much has happened since then..but no bad news tho..It first started out with teaching at a dance studio ..and then one studio became two..and then THATS when the shows started happening ...thats when the "KAYO...can you choreograph for my artist" started happening, and NOW ..not only am I getting exposure for my dance team..Prophecy Dance Project...I have also had the privilege of choreographing a Gospel Hip Hop music video, choreograph for a local artist AND be a FEATURE dancer in a music video!! WOW right!! Im on the move...and though there was some discrepancies about the video..overall...I felt as if I was in heaven...It was a dream...It was like a mother having her first child ..She harbors a egg in her belly and as it grows ..she feels it...though its sometimes painful...sometimes overbearing...she just knows that her first child is going to be ..that feeling...and when it happens...WOW...well thats how I felt about when I did the video recently..It was amazing! It made me for one split second just drop everything that Im doing in life and just ...GO....but yet again...i have rent and bills to pay...So im getting closer...Hopefully that breakthru will come thru....Im putting in HARD work for this...so i know Its going to come back ...It jus has 2...Just wanted to let u guys know where I am right now...Ill hit u up in the am


This is A.E. signing off...Saying GOodnight