The Shades of Grey

Wassup Guys....Im back

Ok...so last night I was over rehearsing with one of my best friends out here in the A...and we ere both just swapping stories about whats going on in the personal life..and an interesting topic was mentioned that i feel I must share with the world. The topic...SHADES OF GREY...now listen carefully and Im gonna explain what exactly what it is...You know me always providing scenarios and examples

..Now picture this: YOu meet someone, and things start off so well....You hang out occasionally with this person, you talk on the phone with them consistently morning noon and night, the vibe is right and the chemistry is there ...pretty soon as the days progress you realize that you like this person, and you dont wanna move to fast with them and like jump head first into a committed relationship., but at the same time you dont want to be with anyone else..this person has gotten your attention..so now your whole viewpoint is about to change...each day that goes by you wonder if this person is thinking about you as much as your thinking about them...the once freelance conversations you guys where having has shifted and now you start to poke at questions that would make them involuntarily tell u how they feel about you....you wonder if the person is dating someone else.....you just start to battle yourself and in order to protect your heart you put on this tough guy exterior and you fake at being nonchalant because you dont want to reveal how much you are starting to care for this person....well my friend this stage is called the SHADES OF GREY...any relationship that is worth having goes thru this. I personally think that its a test of your patience and wisdom..See us as a society and most def in the gay world tend to rush things..Once we found the superhero we been asking for we tend to wanna lock them down so that no one else can claim them or have the potential to steal a prize that you put your time and effort in..Though this can be annoying to you because no one likes to be played for an idiot, I believe that it actually good for the developing relationship because you would want to take the time to know the person first before you decide to spend your life with them (if your into the long term thing like me)...You would wanna build that trust with them because in the shades of grey, technically the person that your gunning for at any time can either pick up and go, leave you for someone else, or fall right into your arms...so it is here where your faith is tested 100 percent....thats whats we call life and believe me when i tell Patience is really a virtue...so if any of you are going thru this shade, hold on and hold on 2 your faith...Dont fixate on the negative and celebrate the positive....and more importantly....Dont rely on the things that are not being said..rather focus on the things that are being shown..I think that speaks for itself. After all...certain things and emotions require NO WORDS. I think im learning that now..I feel like Morpheus..i just believe


This is A.E. aka DR LOVE....Saying to all a good night!

Please dont stop the dancing........

Wassup guys....HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Sorry ive been so MIA once again, but by now if you dont get it, i just been so damn busy getting my life together and trying to figure my life out some more so that when i get on here i can come correct and tell u the shit that be really on my mind...like the shit that just tingles n my damn spirit and i just have to let loose...so excuse me for the abscense but I had to figure out what next...speaking of next i have another issue thats going on with this world..

Have you guys been noticing the evolution of dance in todays world?? Ok, if you havent Ima take you back into time a little bit so you can understand what im feeling....ok lets dig back into the 90's..You would turn on the tv and hit MTV to watch the hottest videos...and of course MJ and JJ was one of those artists who provided it for you...remember the dancing back in the videos...I mean damn, the steps werent that hard to catch but every single damn dancer in that video felt all of their steps...like they really put a whole lotta passion and stuff to their dancing...The videos were about themes and the choreography catered to the themes....the head knocks, the waps and BAMS, like you felt the lyrics come to life by the dancing that was portrayed...nowawdays its like wat the f***!!! I mean dancing has become more of a demand. Dancers are like TRIPPLED the amount that they used to be...and everyone is a choreographer doing the same type of steps for the same type of songs and its like omg a nightmare....

Today i turn on the tv, and looking at what dance has become disspoints me as an individual yo...Like yeah the dances be hot and all....but where did the feeeling behind it go...What happen to PERFORMING a step rather than just dancing to it and benig sharp and percise with ur steps..I thought this enlightment was only in my imagination..until recently I saw JJ's All for u tour and ....OMG WHAT THE HELL!!!! All the steps thats she does now have NO feeling behind them...yeah the dancers hit the beat and they dance well...but they have no FACE no PERFORMANCE behind the step what so ever...its like they just taking another dance class on stage ...that annoys me for real. I cant stand it. SO im bout to bring it back...bring it all back..usuing the modernized version of hip hop and street jazz today and infusing it with the sttitude that i looked up too growing as a child....I promise myself and GOD that I will try to bring it back because it death is something i know alot people right now is NOT looking forward too...You wanna know what I think happened...it became all about the integrity and the complex of the steps...and less about the character...SMH World when will we learn PERFORMANCE is everything...but ima bring it back tho. Watch me



This is A.E. saying wish me luck!!! lol



P.S.- I mean there is one person who still gives it ..shout out to BEYONCE and FRANK for really providing the attitude for the steps...and my theory must be sumwhat logical because when single ladies came out EVERYONE wanted to learn the dance..so why wasnt this evident when other Entertainers did dances in their routine...Shes hot for a reason and that type of dance she does has ALOT to do with it!!