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Wassup guys! sorry i know its been sooo long....damn the begining of the year since I last revealed any confessions..but honestly ....so much has happened..since i last spoke to u...last blog i wrote i believe i was falling in love with a friend who had absoultely no feeling for me what so ever...it took 2 arguments with my friends, a lopsided text message, and a hard pill for me to realize that I was indeed playing the fool all over again for yet another dude. So my spring wasnt exactly flowers and sun..it was def heartbreak and pain...lol I remember the 9 days of heartbreak i went thru..and im telling u world...i wouldnt wish that type of pain on ANYONE...so im rememberance i have this teddy bear..that a friend of mines brought me for Vday(and so ironically me and this friend are no longer friends)...and everynight it sleeps in the corner of my bed and it reminds me to no longer play a fool for ANYONE..ever again..So that was a milestone I def. have gotten over..I have forgiven him tho...forgiven myself...and we are on a cordial level...but thats all lol..So sad..i lost not only the man i thought was my angel..but a man who was once a good friend...Uhh...Work...is still work..but just recently I had a serious nervous breakdown while on the clock.and that was the first time EVER i have had that much stress from a job in my history..so that was about the last ive had with that situation..so I am looking very hard into finding another place of employment...and living stress free...I dunno world...like the end of this month will make it one official year that i have moved here n ATL and honestly..with all the struggles...tears....and heartbreak..I can say that I am a very blessed man because thru out it all i can say my mother has always been with me the whole entire way and I can say that i have found a extended family who has been there for me...MY Cartwrights..lol i call them...so I dont stress cause i am a truely blessed man...and Im still here...im still standing...im still making it...and I know one day my story will be a testimony for someone who will be going thru the samething...Amazes me man....so do note that I will be updating this ..i feel like I need to...and thank you for still keping up with me..TTYL

This is A.E. saying..Keep HOpe Alive!!