The Shades of Grey

Wassup Guys....Im back

Ok...so last night I was over rehearsing with one of my best friends out here in the A...and we ere both just swapping stories about whats going on in the personal life..and an interesting topic was mentioned that i feel I must share with the world. The topic...SHADES OF GREY...now listen carefully and Im gonna explain what exactly what it is...You know me always providing scenarios and examples

..Now picture this: YOu meet someone, and things start off so well....You hang out occasionally with this person, you talk on the phone with them consistently morning noon and night, the vibe is right and the chemistry is there ...pretty soon as the days progress you realize that you like this person, and you dont wanna move to fast with them and like jump head first into a committed relationship., but at the same time you dont want to be with anyone else..this person has gotten your attention..so now your whole viewpoint is about to change...each day that goes by you wonder if this person is thinking about you as much as your thinking about them...the once freelance conversations you guys where having has shifted and now you start to poke at questions that would make them involuntarily tell u how they feel about you....you wonder if the person is dating someone else.....you just start to battle yourself and in order to protect your heart you put on this tough guy exterior and you fake at being nonchalant because you dont want to reveal how much you are starting to care for this person....well my friend this stage is called the SHADES OF GREY...any relationship that is worth having goes thru this. I personally think that its a test of your patience and wisdom..See us as a society and most def in the gay world tend to rush things..Once we found the superhero we been asking for we tend to wanna lock them down so that no one else can claim them or have the potential to steal a prize that you put your time and effort in..Though this can be annoying to you because no one likes to be played for an idiot, I believe that it actually good for the developing relationship because you would want to take the time to know the person first before you decide to spend your life with them (if your into the long term thing like me)...You would wanna build that trust with them because in the shades of grey, technically the person that your gunning for at any time can either pick up and go, leave you for someone else, or fall right into your arms...so it is here where your faith is tested 100 percent....thats whats we call life and believe me when i tell Patience is really a virtue...so if any of you are going thru this shade, hold on and hold on 2 your faith...Dont fixate on the negative and celebrate the positive....and more importantly....Dont rely on the things that are not being said..rather focus on the things that are being shown..I think that speaks for itself. After all...certain things and emotions require NO WORDS. I think im learning that now..I feel like Morpheus..i just believe


This is A.E. aka DR LOVE....Saying to all a good night!