the Coldest Winter

Hey guys..its A.E. again back with something on the brain...

.....its the last month of the year, and my o my time has passed me by! Damn, its like last week was Labor day weekend, when i first moved out here with all the hopes and ambition, and now im here in December feeling a lil frustrated, confused, and homesick. I must admit though, Atlanta is starting to grow on me just a lil bit...yup guys, im starting to adjust to this slow lifestlye. I dont know why Im scared to ease up and get comfortable, maybe it's because everytime i feel like i get comfortable, something goes wrong in my life (especially since lliving out here), so im always on my grind and always remaining busy ...SO that time can kind of pass by and I forget about all the negative emotions i feel about this place...so that I can surpress the empty feeling I have inside curently..but i do have good news...i return to my home at the end of the month..I return backt o NY for the New Year...u know its funny because when i was in NY i would count down the days when i would able to return out here and now that im out here....I am counting the days down till I return back home. .....To a place where I wont be as alone, where i can take dance classes with people who share the same passion as mines, to a place where i know Love will be waiting, and people arent phony or bull shitters....

I dont know world im just a lil jaded...I guess thats why they say be careful what you ask for because u just may get it ..I asked to be taken to a place where i can concentrate and here I am in a new place and all im concentrating on the shit that brings me down, things that I said I wouldnt even give time of day to when i was living back in NY...Guess the joke was on me...But effectivly I will be a changed man...Ima basically do me and try to enjoy the good things about this place...








this is A.E. signing off......tellling everyone to listen to BEyonces DELUXE album..esp the last song on disc 2