Annoying A Town

Wassup Guys ..it A.E. again ...Sorry I must admit I have been gone for a lil while, but with the new move, working 2 jobs now(yay!) , and still trying to adjust you can say that I was a little bit busy lol. Things besides that havent really changed for me. I ment to write you when i went on a date that Sunday after Obama got eleceted so that i can tell you how much pleasurable it was..until a week later the guy who I on a date with turned out to be somebody who wasnt work mentioning so i decided to cancel my boast and proceed on with my lfie because he isnt worth lol. ..then I ment to write you the following week when I met another person who just sounded so genuine and so unique...and guess what?? soon as i was about to write in about him...Found out some things that even JL King will frown his face upon if u catch my drift...lol. so what brings me here...Fustrations, anger, sorrow, lonliness, hoplessnessm happiness, exhaustion, everything .... One thing in particular happened to me today..I was in the barbershop getting my first AtL haircut, and these dudes inside of their was ignoranr central. They bad mouthed everyone, including women, white folks, and of course homsoexuals. I find it amazing where this ignorance comes from, because the main people in ther conversations tried to imply history not realizing that they are preaching folklore. They said that us gay men cant call anything discrimination because we "choose" to be this way. LOl it took an act of Congress for me to keep my mouth closed and not flip out in there and set the record straight. Luckily it was a lady with her son that was on my page and she kept saying to herself "i cant stand ignorance", and i just had to agree with her. Im allergic to it. Now I see why some of my associates arent to thrilled about having a black man for president. TO think that the weeks preceeding and the day of the election, we all came together for one purpose, and I actually felt proud to be an African American....and when November 5th came, it was if none of these events took place, like the battery was taken out of us as a culture...we went dead. Why is it that we can come together as one for the major things, but the small things that matter we always have to be crabs in a fish bucket...I dont get it man i really dont...It makes me sad. And im officially tired of Atlanta right now, that ignoranance, the MEN, the public transportation, the retail work...Lord im holding on but sometimes i feel like im going to loose it. As Danity Kane sings....Is anybody listening? Can anybody answer my prayer?? Please say Yess.... This is A.E. siging off

LIFT EVERY VOICE AND SING

This is A.E. back with another thought...


As I opened my eyes this morning, I couldnt help but smile and rub my red eyes from the previous night. I havent slept actually..I was up crying and rejoicing at the same times...I was dancing and singing ..hell I was doing alot of things that just came to my mind because in my wildest dream I would never know one day I would wake up and be able to say:

I HAVE A BLACK PRESIDENT ...

This goes further than Mr. Obama...this goes back to my ancestors, to the mistreatment of me and my friends because of our skin color, this goes to the mistreament of my mother growing up in segregated America..this goes to my great great grandmother who was a slave, this goes to the elders befoe my time who fought and fought for this experience to happen...this goes to that little guy that i seen on Tv who delievered a speech when he say that now he can say that he could be anything he wants to be because this man has been chosen by us to lead this country. For this quick moment..I stopped thinking abou tmy sorrows, about my lonliness , about my troubles that I face...About the fact that I have no Tv or that the second job i was supposed to get played me off...I forgot my homesicknesss...I forgot about even eating because I was so got damn happy that OBAMA won....Even writing about it now sometimes gets me caught up because We as a people have fought so hard and endured even more to live to see this day....I am a part of history now aNd I am happy ..I am happy.....I am happy...whoever reads this...Just know that I am a firm beleiver now...as he said in his speech..that dreams do come true and Got dammit Im gonna fight long and hard to accomplish my dream.....


Glory be to GOd for this event............


This is A.E. singing off.................................GOT DAMMIT WE HAVE A BLACK PRESIDENT!!!!!


OBAMA!!!!! BLESS YOU

Moving On Up

Hey guys ...A.E. back from a little drought to update yall on my drought

Whats going on readers??? I am glad to say that Im officially in my own place now..So let the horrible rent stories begin! Lol, nah Im just kidding but yeah Im finally here lol. Im having a few tech. difficulties right now, but hey im happy that I am here. Its a lil quiet in my life right now, I guess cause for the past two months I was around my screaming lil cousins and the whole family so everyday it was live in there, but now that Im alone (well i have a roomate but he not here right now), I gues im truly hearing the quietness of Ga...damn, its crazy. Today, I got a very wonderful surprise from my cousin speaking of family, she called me and told me she was coming over, and in her hands were groceries...I was shocked out of my ass because I was actually on my way to shop but she lightend my load alot and I couldnt be more grateful for what she done. My little brats were with her and they was so excited to see me, I guess my presence really does matter to people after all, AWWWWWWWWWW... REguardless of how much you fight and argue with your family love them with your all cause I know with mines when times get tough, they really have my back just like I will have thier! : )


Now, I am still looking for job number 2, but i know soon enough itll come to me. What I have realized in this journey is that I have eyes watching me in that wonderful place called Heaven, and those eyes have always watched my back, and I think it was just proven this morning. So I guess im still gonig thru this to toughen me up and humble me down in the same respect so that when i start my voyage as an Entertainer, Ill be ready. Im still waiting to hear from some jobs though, so I hope this one job in particular calls me because it revolves around music and entertainer and HELLO thats what my life is so...Ill pray just like I did before I got my license lol. Till then ill just be strectching more and more in my pockets until something pulls thru. But like I said Im just glad I can focus more a guess in the quiet. i have a couple of songs to wrtie and dances to create lol. And MY SINGING HAS IMPROVED...ahhhh sruggle will be real rough but there are many hidden blessings in it, and rather then me fixating on the bad parts of it, Im going to start searching for option number 2. lol Welcome to my story




this is A.E. signing off and telling all....VOTE OBAMA!! even for lil ol me :)